PASSION....

pas·sion -any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate. a strong or extravagant fondness, enthusiasm, or desire for anything. the object of such a fondness or desire


So, all I do now is think about things I can write about. I have ALOT of thoughts in this unique head of mine, and every one out of 10 I think to myself...."im going to write about that!!". So, on Sunday morning after asking everyone I knew(it seemed like) if they wanted to accompany me to The San Francisco 49er football game with my fellow season ticket holders, i had a great idea.....lets ask my Aunt Kim. Well I call her at 7 am, wake her up, and ask "hi aunt Kim, wanna go to the Niner game?" at 1st she declines, and after calling another couple of people I get a voicemail...."Joshua Shane(shes THE ONLY person I let call me that) I wanna go, ill be ready in 30 mins". im glad someone has decided they want to go!!! My aunt has been going through some things lately, so Im on a mission to show her a good time. The reason why we leave sooooo early for Niner games is to TAILGATE. If you have never tailgated before......you are truly missing out, its half the fun at niner games, whether its, all of us comparing our fantasy teams or R.R getting hammered and pissing A.R off, or A.R making that EXCELLENT tri-tip, or D.C trying to bang someone in whoevers truck he has the keys to, or me showing off my arm that was once something good(i still can sling it, but not like before) or A.R calling R.S asking "where you guys at ?" and even though we're just hitting the causeway.R.S responding "Vacaville"...there is NO better moments...............
..Tailgating is a truly a source of amusement for a fall like sunday morning/afternoon in the city by the bay which only a few lucky people get to expierence. One of these people was my aunt Kim, and the one thing she said to me that stuck out and which is the precursor for this blog...."Josh, im having such a great time, I haven't expierenced PASSION for a long time, and all I see here is PASSION...its so cool!!" So this comment is the inspiration for this Blog...I thought instantly to myself, I have so passion in me right now I HAVE to write about PASSION and what im Passionate about!!! I never realized how much PASSION I had until this comment. If you've read my other blogs you realize that PASSION is something that oozes out of my pores. The San Francisco 49ers, Notre Dame Football ,The Sopranos,Twin Peaks,Pearl Jam, L.L,The mafia, The Rat Pack, Santa Cruz, Politics, the list goes on and on.....How could I have never realized, that Im a very passionate soul??? PASSION is good, it something that more and more people should realize they have and concentrate on that!!! Am, I realizing this for the 1st time because of everything I have been through this year?? Is PASSION my downfall??? These are questions I have to answer, so people can share this PASSION with me!!! You know what a feeling it is for me, when I talk to someone random, and they are just as passionate as I am about say....Twin Peaks??? Is knowledge PASSION?? Am I finally finding myself and who I truly am? People always say to me...."I hate Pearl Jam...because of you" Well, you know what I hold that as a compliment, im NOT here to please everyone else, Im here to please me, now, i'll always be there for my friends and family...Always!!! But right now its MY TIME, I think its about that time, that I need to recognize this, and cherish it!!! Theres one person who has seen me at my Most Passionate....she knows who she is....me...realizing how passionate I am, and giving my all to that particular PASSION..watch out everyone......thats a combo that can only be a good thing......Aunt Kim-til the day I leave this world, I will always remember our Sunday together and how you made me realize my PASSIONS...thank you, and I LOVE YOU with all my heart!!!

PASSION=
San Francisco 49er football
Notre Dame FOOTBALL
JFK
La Cosa Nostra
WW2
Democrats
Anthony,Paulie, Chrissy, Silvio,
Frank,Dean and Sammy
Ed, Jeff, Stone,Mike and Matt
Laura Palmer
sitting in the ocean on a board looking up at the sky wondering "what the fuck did I do wrong????"
and
hating Terry Mulholland
.........


" A strong passion for any object will ensure success , for the desire of the end will point out the means" Thoreau


Now Girl I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
Maybe I should do the same (maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby
And now, it's all just a shame That I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair


Justin Timberlake-"What goes around Comes around"-"Future sex/Love sounds"



Im having a Passionate sentimental night!!! This is a good song, about angst from a VERY talented crooner. It reminds me of wondering about walls and Scarlett Johanson-she mad hot!!!!